Today is Ash Wednesday, as a Catholic, I join my parents to attending Ash Wednesday Mass at Christian Church near my house complex. The mass is similar with Sunday Mass, but the different is no prayer of repentance, because we will given ashes on the forehead, as a sign that we - human being came from dust, and will come back as dust. We don't have any value if Jesus Christ doesn't sacrifice Himself and atone for of our sins.

When the Pastor was giving his homily, I suddenly realize my dream. Recognize it as a sequence of goals I want to reach for my future.
As you have known, next Saturday (20,02.10), I will take English Proficiency Test at my future university, where I'm going to continue my study after graduate from high school. I will take Communication Major, and I want to take a double degree program, so I may study 2 years in Indonesia, and 2 years in Queensland, Australia. So, if I wanna have a double degree program, I automatically must take a full english program, which acquired EPT score above 500 points.

No matter what, I must study and well prepared to face EPT this Saturday, so I will able to take this first step of my next path.
Then, my plan after take the double degree program, I will apply for a student exchange or scholarship to Busan, Korea. I love the atmosphere of Korea, neither the country, lifestyle, nor the people. Although I never been to Korea before, I'm interested with the unique of Korea :)

Next, I will saving my money, so I can apply visa to USA. My target is to work at publicity and entertainment things at Uncle Sam's country. I'm so inspired by Ugly Betty TV series, because Betty's job is my dream job. Work at magazine, attending fashion showcases, and others. I had an internship at magazine once when I was in XI Grade, and it really memorable, and encouraged me to take Communication Program, and work at media fields, because I'm such a spontaneous idealist, whom can easily get bored of same activity in long time, or with static stuffs, and really love to interact with other people. I don't really like to work behind the desk, but I love to work that compel me to interact with other people, explore new things and publish it to public, entertain people, and to let people know who I am ;)

Well, if I have an opportunity to stay and live on America, I will take this chance to widen my wings, take every chance in every gap, and sure, to bring me to better living.

So, what I have to do now is, to keep this goals and mission in my mind, and do the best as I can do it, and stick to His plan in my life. I believe, He gave me this life, to live it to the fullest, as I can live my life for Him, with Him, and to praise Him in every aspect in my life. I wanna be an inspiration for other people, to make a change in this world, and to inspire and touch every people that may forgotten by everyone.

Do you have same mission and vission like I do? :)
Share it here,
I support you to make a change in this world, to make this world as better place for you and for me.